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[01/14/08
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Can i live?!?!? work drama...friend drama... 2nd work drama..lmao. it's crazy.
i'll update later.
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[01/06/08
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HAPPY B.DAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Deja Vu "WIPE ME DOWN female remix" |
[12/10/07
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We finally moved!! It’s just down the street and the house it nice, but I just feel weird. I can’t explain it, but I just feel odd.
I had a job interview at sears and it was nice. I think I’m like working for them plus the lady that interviewed me said, she likes me and she want me on her team.
School is finally over and I got one more final which is take home and its philosophy class which I loved and I will miss.
I think I did good in school this semester, but I’m scared at my sociology exam which I didn’t study for and I failed my midterm so, I’m shaking.
I can’t see my grade because I owe the school $700 and I have to pay by Dec 19 and I pray I have the money by then.
I’ve been working my ass off just to get by. I guess this is really truly life. I can’t be mad because I know my blessing is on they way.
I’m hoping I can take winter class and if I don’t then I’ll just work my ass off and do my best to pay off all my debt then get back into building credit shit
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[12/07/07
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THIS IS MY LIFE....EVERYTHING I OWN HAS A MINUS...EVEN MY CREDIT CARDS......I'M BROKE.
TRUE STORY OF A COLLEGE STUDENT...BISOLA
Bank Accounts
Account Balance a View options
CampusEdge checking- -$159.16
Custom Savings-1930 -$1.09
Regular Savings-5993 -$2.95
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| The Purpose of Life is to Live Life with a Purpose! |
[10/03/06
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If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay........... So lets ~Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Slower is better. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending... compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships... there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship c neveronsists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him -- he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. (Hallelujah, thank you Jesus!) Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone smile, another re-think her choices, and another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger." If you can't be a good example, then you can be a horrible warning.The Purpose of Life is to Live Life with a Purpose!
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[05/13/06
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL ONE LIZZZZZZZZZZ....LOVE YOU LIL SIS!!
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| KITA B-DAY |
[05/10/06
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HAPPY 21TH BIRTHDAY KITA...LOVE YOU HUN!!!
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) gentilkysses YALL NEED TO HIT UP MY LOVE AND SAY HAPPY B-DAY TO HER : )
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[04/02/06
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MAIN JOINT KIM...LOVE U BOO.
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[03/16/06
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BOO LAUREN!!!!! oo_sos3xi
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| I AM AN AFRICAN WOMAN |
[02/28/06
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What makes me weak? My fears What makes me whole? My God What keeps me standing? My faith What makes me compassionate? My selflessness What makes me honest? My integrity What sustains my mind? My quest for knowledge What teaches me all lessons? My mistakes What lift's my head high? My pride What if I can't go on? Not an option What makes me victorious? My courage to climb What makes me competent? My confidence What makes me sensual? My insatiable essence What makes me beautiful? My everything What makes me a woman? My heart Who says I need love? I do What empowers me? My God & Me Who am I? I AM AN AFRICAN WOMAN!
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[02/14/06
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NEW AIM: B H0VA DA G0D
NEW LAYOUT OUT TOO...CHECK IT OUT
Happy Valentines Day EVERYONE
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| I advise those of you who has had an abortion not to read this... |
[01/28/06
at 9:31 PM] |
This really makes you think....
Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and
cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be
your little girl.
I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited
when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet
comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty
far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my
surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between
you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with
you.Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard
Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better
soon. I wondered why you cried so much.
One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I
couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day,
the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came
into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I
began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe
you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I
was screaming and screaming,"Mommy, Mommy, help me
please; Mommy, help me."
Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I
thought I couldn't anymore.Then the monster started ripping
my arm off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It
didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror
as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I
was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you
say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans
to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were
shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain
of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything
to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful
death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had
done to you.
I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I
didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no
longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.I felt myself
rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful
place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He
loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked
Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered,
"Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I
don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the
monster.
I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I
wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted
to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too
powerful. It sucked my arm and legs off and finally got all of
me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I
tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.
Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through
the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love,
Your Baby Girl
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME |
[01/06/06
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[01/04/06
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This is who I am
BISOLA.22.Student.Employed.
The journal you are trying to veiw is temporarily unavailible to YOU.
Friend of Foe state ya biz
State ya biz {COMMENT}
If I like your journal I'll add you
and if i reject you then promise NEVER, no matter the weather evaeva come around here no mo'
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